Here's a spot for me to put my card of the day - I usually draw at least one each day, and sometimes do a reading in general.

(I also offer readings for others... if you'd like one you can post here or send me a PM.)

Deck: LS Gothic Vampire Tarot

Card: Queen of Swords

She represents emotional solitude; sadness, mourning, silence.

Appropriate, considering I just left a place that I dearly loved, and feel like I can't go back to.

Been awhile since I've drawn for myself.  I laid out 3 from my Gothic Vampire deck.

Card 1: 10 of chalices - Family, emotions, perfection of love or friendship, triumph of affection.

Card 2: The Fool - Innocence - Before things happen. Potential for all things, realization of none.

Card 3: 5 of Wands- Facing reality, accepting personal weaknesses, confrontation.

Hmm.  Well, if you take this in a past-present-future setting.... it's fairly obvious.  The current relationship triumphed despite many many MANY obstacles hell-bent on making sure it didn't.

We have a lot of potential for several things.... whether or not those things come to pass depends on both of us and our willingness to work toward them.

I learned something about myself today that I had never even considered, but explains A LOT about me and how I am... still doing some work, research, and soul-searching.... but it is likely eventually going to result in acceptance on mine and others' parts.... probably through some form of confrontation.

*sigh*


(ETA: Oops.... forgot to put what card 3 was. )