The Universe is... twisted... but that's nothing new.

I've needed to end things with the ex for a long, long time.  But why, why did the Universe have to find such a brutal, sadistic way to make that so clear to me?

I don't know how I'll get through this.

aranarose wrote on Jul 1^st, 2011 at 5:04pm:

Maybe Uni figured any of the other more subtle hints weren't getting through?

And you will get through this. You have loving support and are a strong woman

We've made it to our "megabyte refill" without going over our limit so I can NOW stick around here and get caught up elsewhere.

As if my already crappy week really needed to get worse.  Really, Uni, really?

I CANNOT take much more of this.

My son has lost the guy he knew as "Dad," because said guy decided it would be "OK" to walk into my room while I was sleeping with no clothes on, and proceed to have sex, waking me up.

Yeah, that's why J wants to kill him.  As well as everyone else around here.

Now?  Now, the car that J went up north in is dead, and needs a new alternator.  And they are pretty much broke, with no way home.  12 freaking hours away, when I need him more than ever, and he can't get to me.

He's going crazy.  I'm going crazy.  I just want to scream.

aranarose wrote on Jul 2^nd, 2011 at 2:20am:


Warn everyone and then cut loose. After the week you've had, you deserve it. 

Penthesilea wrote on Jul 2^nd, 2011 at 2:39am:


I feel better now.  We talked on FB, and then he decided enough was enough, and called me on the house phone up there, in spite of the fact they don't have unlimited long distance.

And his wall posts on facebook just made my day.  Big, wonderful professions of his love for me, and how amazing he feels just talking to me.  My heart soared.  I know he'll be here; the car issue is just a delay.  I'll be okay, because he loves me.

I am awake WAY too early this morning due to the fact that EVERYONE in the household is going to Cedar Point.  Except, of course, for me.  And because no one wants me to be alone, they even got a babysitter for me.  Our friend Steve is staying here for the weekend so I don't have panic attacks about being alone in the house.  Which I've never done before, but since the incident earlier this week, I've been having crazy anxiety attacks.

Afternoon!

We're back from the Saturday morning "runaround!" Skywise is working today but will have tomorrow and Monday off.

I'm glad you won't be alone this weekend, AR, and it IS sweet of your housemates to make sure that there is someone of the male persuasion [and with the ability to be as intimidating as hell if it becomes necessary!] around to keep an eye on you.

Maybe having him stuck 12 hours away from the ex is Uni's way of giving J time to cool off while you talk sense to him. Killing the bastard would cost more than he's worth. With any luck, he'll be in the "wrong place at the wrong time" and a total stranger with a demon drug habit to feed will dispense justice for you.

J moved back in with his aunt a week or so before he went up north.  Not because of anything between us, but because my roommate, his brother-in-law is a jerk of the highest order, and was making life hell while J was staying here.

We didn't see each other much after he moved back over there, because he tended to hang out with his cousin, who lives there, and her girlfriend, and their best guy friend.  They didn't know me, and so they didn't really want me around.  And I can understand that.  They're all 18, 19, 20, and I'm 33.  Until you know me, you'd think it would be awkward hanging out with me.

J went up north with his cousin and her girlfriend.  JJ, their friend, stayed here, and he ended up coming over here the whole time they've been gone.  He's in love with T, J's cousin, and we've sort of been each other's support group while J and T have been up north LOL

I'd met him before, but he actually has gotten to know me in the time that J has been gone.  And he adores me now as much as everyone else does.  To the point that he told T that they are going to hang out here all the time, because I am awesome LOL

So in a way, this trip of J's up north, even though it's been hellish for me, is a good thing.  Because J hangs out with T and JJ.  They are his best friends.  And now they want to hang out with me, which means I'll see him all the time again.

Penthesilea wrote on Jul 2^nd, 2011 at 7:50pm:


It's about time.  'cuz after Uni through J at me, I was beginning to wonder why all the chaos!

aranarose wrote on Jul 2^nd, 2011 at 7:29pm:

I would say then that it is time to get some mojo working and bring some Divine Wrath down on his head...

Thata girl!!