Working today. Pretty much spent the weekend NOT working, because I was busy doing OTHER things with my fiance
We've so far only told a couple of people. We're not telling many more until we tell his sister/my roommate, who will kill us if she's not one of the first to know.
We already know who's standing next to us LMAO I told him, after he proposed, that I'd dreamed of our wedding, that it was clear as day in my mind. I didn't tell him who I saw standing with him in the dream, I asked him who HE would choose to stand with him. One after the other, it was EXACTLY who was in the dream. His brother, his dad, his best friend, and my son.
I just looked at him and said, "Baby, it kinda freaks me out when my dreams come true, when the cards are right about my life." He just said, "I know," and kissed me.
I'm freaking gushing about him LMAO
I had a mild seizure last night, brought on by flashing lights. It wasn't bad, I've had worse, but he was right there, handling it. Held me, picked me up off the ground, got me to the chair, and just sat there with me. He pulled me close to him, said, "I love you," and then kissed me. Right in front of all his friends.
I'm just in awe. He's 20. His close friends range in age from 13 (my son) to 24 (his sister), and everything in between. I know more than a few 20 year olds who would be embarrassed to be so open about their feelings for someone in front of all their friends. But he's not. He doesn't even care what they think. When we first started dating, we caught a LOT of flack, and he flat out told them, "I don't care what you think, we're not breaking up. I love her."
*sigh* I hope this feeling never goes away. 'Cuz I sure as heck didn't have this feeling with my ex!