Penthesilea wrote on Jul 24
th, 2011 at 7:20pm:
aranarose wrote on Jul 24
th, 2011 at 2:23pm:
I'm lost right now. He was here for a few minutes last night, after the text message, but said he didn't want to talk about it in front of everyone, and that he'd call be later. But he never did.
Haven't heard anything from him since. Don't know if we're broke up or together or what. Don't know if it's just something bothering him that we need to talk about or what.
I got no sleep at all last night. Every time I started to doze off, I'd have dreams and wake up.
The line to kick J in the nuts forms on the left.
The honor of gelding him will be awarded by lottery....
Yeah, I was SERIOUSLY POed BEFORE I read this...... Yeah... I'm just even more confused now... he came home about an hour ago. He crashed at a friend's house and had just woken up.
Before he came home, he sent me a text message:
"I forgive u and thats all i have to say and yes we r still together"
You forgive me? For what? WTF did I do that needs to be forgiven? Really?
And sorry, no, that's not all that there is to say about it. There's a whole lot MORE to say about it, and it WILL get said.
So yeah, we're together, and working on the whole making up thing...
A lot of it is that we're both bipolar. I'm long-cycling, with swings that last months and months. And he's rapid-cycling, with mood swings that last hours or maybe days. And we just kind of butted heads last night. But yeah, there's a lot to be said, and we'll be having lots and lots of discussions tonight.
Because he had me freaked the hell out. The last text message I got from him last night was essentially a break-up text. And I was NOT the only one who interpreted it that way. His cousin, Tiff, who is is best friend agreed that's probably what he meant by it. Then I hear NOTHING for over sixteen hours. Nothing at all. And I'm just supposed to be okay? Forgive and forget? No big deal? Yeah... not gonna happen. I'll forgive, but only AFTER we've dealt with this and made sure it will NOT happen again.